This book is about a girl’s life. She feels her life is unbelievable. To this day, people do not believe her when she tells them about things that have happened to her. You name it; it has happened to her. She has had nine marriages in her life. All of them were abusive, except for the last one. Some of the people in her life beat her, sexually abused her, or abused her children. Also, Crystal tried a lot of different religions. She was also a go-go dancer and quit when she was fifty years young. Since Crystal was working in the bars, she got mixed up with the mafia and a lot of bad people. There are things in her book that she has never even revealed to her best friends. Also, how Patricia found God and changed her life. But now it is time for the world to know the life story of a dancer and how she survived it.